Quick Introduction.
Stuff
doesn’t just happen. The reality is, if you side step an opportunity, that is
one opportunity in that time of your life that you will never know its
potentiality.
Wow!!!
I am excited, nervous and eager, kinda feel like a football after it hits the
ground after a 95 yard punt. I’ve been on this journey for my truth before and
to be honest I feel I did myself a disservice…isn’t that what most of us say in
hind site? We wish we would have done things a little differently? Who is
typically your worst enemy? For me…it has been myself. Not until recently did I
dig into my foundational being, to determine it’s true scaring and misguidance,
which lead to many aspects of me that I struggle to understand and the yearning
to really find myself and my true potential.
From a true
friend, I was told that I was an "all or nothing guy" - that phrase
didn’t sit well with me, because I thought "I'm never a nothing
Guy!", until I searched into its meaning. I get it…I think…at least this
is my perception of what was really said - my level of engagement had always
been full tilt and that was it!…and knowing my level of engagement, the later
part meant that there was no other way, it wasn’t that I did nothing “it was
just all in”.
To back up to my disservice explanation. It is what
I just laid out in the above paragraph.
Don’t get me wrong, I just turned 57 and I still
like to push the envelope in physical exertion - but I'm seeing the light and
learning about what I truly feel I need. My problem was that I was previously
this way in all aspects of my life. It lead to a very mentally beat dissolved
human. This different truth I mention in the first paragraph is about this guy
that sees that life is way more than it has been, its about a mindful journey,
not a race to the destination. Life, it’s super short and we only get one
chance...its all about the journey. I've said it, I know the wording well, but
its not until achieving the wisdom that I was able to feel it...believe it and
want it.
The year of the snake is like a second, third or
is it even a fifth chance at a more successful journey with my life through the
eyes of I Ho Chuan enlightenment. As I write this, I feel the twinges of
anxiety about this journey that I’ve committed to and the excitement of sharing
this with a group of like minded individuals.
I look so forward to this year. I wish all my
teammates the best in this years journey of mindfulness and growth. Remember,
anything worth doing will be tough, some sacrifices will have to be made,
patience and grace will have to be granted to oneself. The best phrase is “crap
in crap out”, lol! So true… we get out what we put in. Staying grounded with
accountability, intentionality and purpose is key to run the course of
prioritization. Squirrel....Oh ya, I‘ll be a grandpa for the first time in
April. So if I’m starting to write like a grandpa, I have good reason, lol.
Through the challenges during the year of the snake, your mind will throw some
curveballs; just breathe, and breathe again, smile, push through and believe in
and be proud of yourself…also be that for your team!
It’s been so long since I’ve been on the floor
of the Kwoon so I thought I’d start with a little intro of myself and share my
desire for this year and my excitement to be with you all on this journey.
I would agree with your friend - when you are on it you go full force. It works for you so that is great. For some people it might drain them and make them stop (hence the "or nothing" part of the phrase). I prefer sustainability and pushing my limits without disrupting what I have accomplished thus far. Welcome to the team!
ReplyDeleteI was so thrilled to hear you and Alana were back, so to speak. Already you bring so much to the team, we are grateful to have you.
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